It makes me wonder if we can stop this, even if we manage to find the legendary Subject Zero – or if there even IS a Subject Zero anymore to find.

All I care at this point is staying alive. And Meredith staying alive. And to see our baby be born safely.

Help spread the word. Maybe people will quarantine themselves to protect their loved ones, if they know they’re sick. Feel free to post the banners below on your site. Every little bit helps. It feels like we’re fighting a losing battle here. But I’m not ready to give up.

Someone please find a way to stop this.

Not much text accompanied this in the email. Only this:

From the computer files of Jonas Abbott Lear, PhD
Profesor, Department of Molecular and Cellular Biology, Harvard University
Assigned to United States Army Medical Research Institute of Infectious Diseases (USAMRIID)
Department of Paleovirology, Fort Detrick, MD

See for yourself.

My heart’s still pounding so hard that I can hardly hit the keys. I keep thinking I should go up and tell Meredith but part of me knows it would only make it worse. I’ve got the radio turned onto a late night AM talk show and people keep calling in talking about The Conspiracy—

Wait.

Okay. That’s better. I took a minute and turned off the radio and got my shit together. I know what I saw, and now I know what they’re saying…well, once you’ve seen it with your own eyes, it’s different.

Full disclosure: I’ve gotten six emails in the last two days warning me about this blog. The incoming email address is supposedly the Department of Homeland Security, but for all I know, it’s just another scare tactic. But after what I saw out by the woodpile tonight, I don’t need the radio anymore. I can find out everything I need from the Internet. Like the video. And the rap sheets. And the newspaper article.

Meredith and I were up painting the baby’s room when I heard a noise outside, around back. I told her to stay upstairs. She started to say something back and I went downstairs before she could. Stupidly, I went outside without a flashlight – forgot about the porch light being out. It was pitch dark and I stopped on the porch to let my eyes adjust.

Then I heard it. The branches shook in the big tree overhead and when I looked up I saw something flash down, rattling the braches, bigger than an animal. I ran back inside and got the door closed and locked it. Meredith looked at me, but I couldn’t say anything.

And now, I’ve got my email icon flashing. Message from jfsdavis@dhs.gov.

I don’t want to open it.

How come the media isn’t showing THIS? Why does footage like this have to be sent anonymously (although I did trace the IP address back, and yeah, it IS from Colorado.) I’m putting this up on YouTube and every video site I can find. Hopefully enough people will see this before they shut us down.

See for yourself.

I’ll say this—somebody at the Texas DOC site knows a little bit about internet security, and it’s stitched up pretty tight. But I got through it without much of a problem—benefit of working IT for ten years, I guess.

What I found was this—some directory labeled ProjectNoah that just had a couple of emails and documents of information on two convicts on death row, Anthony Lloyd Carter and a guy called William J. Reinhardt, both sentenced to lethal injection, murder one and charges of pedophilia, respectively. Fanning was supposedly transferred out of Green River State Penitentiary last fall, just weeks before execution. Then they just disappeared. The DOC didn’t take them anywhere, and it didn’t execute them either. What it tried to do, it looks like, is wipe their records away completely—social security numbers, dates of birth, criminal history—like they never existed. The only thing they missed was the initial transfer order itself. It’s just hanging there like a stub.

Where did they go. What the hell is Project Noah?